Hola! It's been a long time since I write. The last time was at 2021 and it was my darkest time :') I'm glad that I survived, and always, always trying to be a better version of myself. I did some self-reflections, journalling, recognizing my emotions, and I got a lot better. I still have some flaws, but I won't stop learning. Hmm, where should I start? I graduated pre-clinic at 2021 and starting my clicinal years. At that time, I was really an awful person. I was very sensitive, crybaby, and emotionally unstable. I got irritated easily. At that time, I blame my situation. A situation when I was a chief of an organization. Therefore, there were many problems and my position as a chief got prolonged. But as time goes by, I realized I was wrong. It's my fault. I should have been stronger and more responsible for such a high position. I shouldn't have run away at that time, but face it, think with a cool head, and discuss with my seniors more. After I stepped dow