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Heyho! Udah lama sekali ga ngeblog~
Jadi aku sebetulnya udah punya blog dari zaman kelas 1 SMP, tapi aku hapus pas kelas 2 SMA huahahaha karena isinya memalukan.. and then I created this blog yang awalnya aku private dua tahun lalu dan aku atur jadi open for public lagi sekarang! ((tapi hapus beberapa post dulu HEHE))
Sebetulnya aku yakin banget satu minggu setelah ini aku bakal jarang banget ngeblog atau bahkan mungkin gak pernah lagi karenaaa aku sudah jadi mahasiswa!! Yak waktu berjalan dengan sangat cepat :')) But still, aku bakal ngabisin waktu selama satu minggu ini untuk menulis dan berbagi catatan-catatan kisahku di SMA tercinta. Mungkin aja nanti di kosan aku lagi gabut, homesick, sedih, kangen temen-temen, dengan membaca kembali kisah-kisahku ini bakal membuatku senyum dan semangat lagi. Stay tune to my next post ya!!

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